I’m in front of the edge, wondering what led my life to this moment. Always surrounded by problems I have peace presented to me, just seven steps ahead and some more down. If only I could not to be scared. The fear overcoming the will. But in a unexplainable way the will is somehow strengthened by the fear. One step ahead.
My life was linear, constant, stuck. I lost count of the days I went to bed thinking of my day and seeing that I could do things much better. Not better for the others or for my image. Better for myself. But that is past. What I did wrong and what I did not just does not matter now. One step ahead.
Happiness? How can I define something that I did not know? One more step ahead.
What to say about love? I was left on a corner. I always felt like people liked me because of someone else. I wonder if I was alone on the crew if I would still be called a friend. Did you ever have this feeling that sometimes people just do not love you enough? Why sometimes people that know you can not see a fake smile? Sometimes you are in need of a hug, a word, heat! Sometimes you have. Sometimes. One more step ahead.
One thing is for sure. I do not regret myself of anything I did. I did cry dry tears over things that went to roads I did not want them to. I wonder if I could do some things different if my life would be better now. But for all my life I was myself. And, in a way, that is what led me here. One more ahead.
I miss the time in which life was easier. The wind used to bring me new smells and feelings. The old problems do not dare themselves to compare to the nowadays ones. Everything was colorful and bright and if I looked to the future I would see hope. But not anymore. Ahead I go.
I prefer to believe in reincarnation. Another chance to live right. To take the leads of my life! Staring at the abyss I wonder if it would be possible to change the course of the river now. Would I still have the time to make things right? “I am a talker taking action!”. These words were never true. Then what was I doin’? Step.
My life was linear, constant, stuck. I lost count of the days I went to bed thinking of my day and seeing that I could do things much better. Not better for the others or for my image. Better for myself. But that is past. What I did wrong and what I did not just does not matter now. One step ahead.
Happiness? How can I define something that I did not know? One more step ahead.
What to say about love? I was left on a corner. I always felt like people liked me because of someone else. I wonder if I was alone on the crew if I would still be called a friend. Did you ever have this feeling that sometimes people just do not love you enough? Why sometimes people that know you can not see a fake smile? Sometimes you are in need of a hug, a word, heat! Sometimes you have. Sometimes. One more step ahead.
One thing is for sure. I do not regret myself of anything I did. I did cry dry tears over things that went to roads I did not want them to. I wonder if I could do some things different if my life would be better now. But for all my life I was myself. And, in a way, that is what led me here. One more ahead.
I miss the time in which life was easier. The wind used to bring me new smells and feelings. The old problems do not dare themselves to compare to the nowadays ones. Everything was colorful and bright and if I looked to the future I would see hope. But not anymore. Ahead I go.
I prefer to believe in reincarnation. Another chance to live right. To take the leads of my life! Staring at the abyss I wonder if it would be possible to change the course of the river now. Would I still have the time to make things right? “I am a talker taking action!”. These words were never true. Then what was I doin’? Step.
I think there are millions of people around the world who can identify themselfs in your words.
ResponderExcluirAnd thank you for writing this one in English.
Take care ! <3
I agree with this Puppy above... haha
ResponderExcluirand I think that everybody has an abyss on the inside, which nobody sees...
beautifully written, as usual!!!
luv u, babe!
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It's a beautiful text friend. I agree with people above...
ResponderExcluirAlthough I don't believe in reincarnation... it's a fact that everyone has questions and spaces inside us...
Congratulations!
Ops... the comment above is mine! haha
ResponderExcluirMy God! I simply loved it. I felt every step.
ResponderExcluirCongratulations on your great writing!
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I loved it too! I believe in reincarnation, I think that everyone have the right to make a mistake and try again. It's a beautiful text!
ResponderExcluirKisses black friend hahahaha
That’s it, we are just walking ahead, yes, walking to an abyss, to the unknown.
ResponderExcluirYou know I believe in everything and nothing, it turns things a little more delicate to think about my time of dying.
But well, I think life was never easier, but we tend to think of this increase of problems in a way that it makes easier for us to go on, because we know that once we could do it. Like a strategy. “My life was linear, constant, stuck“, was it? Or the issue is that it still is?
The text made me reflect, as usual :) and it is wonderful to really puzzle people and make them reflect. Congrats.